I take my clothes off because I am secure about sex; As the new
Waterhouse comedy hitstown leading lady Tara Fitzgerald explains why, for
once, she stays fully dresed.
He knew she was right the minute she walked into the audition.
Peter O'Toole says: 'I looked down and saw the name Tara Fitzgerald
on the list, and when I looked up and saw her, it just went "ping" in my
head. We were hoping someone would come through the door with IT! And Tara
certainly had IT!'
Tara Fitzgerald, 24, blushes when the tale is recounted. But anyone
who enjoyed her passionate romps in the small-screen adaptations of The
Camomile Lawn and Anglo-Saxon Attitudes, and in the British
hit film Hear My Song, about the Irish tenor Josef Locke, will share
some of O'Toole's enthusiasm.
He was part of a committee of four men who cast Tara in Keith Waterhouse's
Our
Song, a funny, but ultimately tragic, new play about the traumas of
an illicit affair.
The production, based on Waterhouse's 1988 novel, opens in London's
West End tonight at the Apollo Theatre. It's one of the season's most eagerly-awaited
plays, not least because it is from the same team - producer Michael Redington,
writer Waterhouse, O'Toole and director Ned Sherrin -who gave us the hit
Jeffrey
Bernard Is Unwell.
'We're the oldies and Tara's the newcomer,' says O'Toole. 'I said we
should throw her in the deep end and we have. It's the only way to tell
if someone can do it or not - and I tell you, Tara can do it.'
Tara, however, is not so sure.
'My chief fear is of the unknown, because this is my theatre debut.
Not just in theWest End, but theatre, full stop. I trained at the Drama
Centre in north London, but was hurled straight into film and television
work.
' Of course, it helps if you've got a great story, and with Keith Waterhouse
I've been so lucky. Angela, the girl I play, is known around wine bars
in London as a general factotum who's also searching for love - and we
can all identify with that.
'My scenes with Peter are very sexy but, just for once it doesn't involve
me taking off all my clothes. The love scenes are playful and suggestive.
'Not that I would have minded performing nude. I don't share the anxiety
people have in this country about sex. If you do a film in France and you're
asked to strip, it's no big deal. No one bats an eyelid. If I feel secure
with the director and the co-star, and I feel comfortable, I will go for
it. There's no point doing something half-heartedly.
'The story in Our Song is told through Peter's character, Roger,
an advertising executive, and each scene reveals a little more about Angela
and their 16-month relationship. You're always left wanting to know more
about her.
'We are all constantly trying to make the perfect matches and constantly
coming unstuck. It's nothing to do with age, it's to do with us lot, us
human beings.
'That's how Peter sums up the play, and he's right. We are always looking
for the perfect partner,but sometimes it's easier just to get on with your
work and wait for the right person to turn up.
'I've had boyfriends but I haven't had the love of my life yet. I'm
a great romantic, but all in its own time, and I like it to work both ways.
'Often I buy whoever I'm going out with flowers. Or sometimes I forget
the flowers and just invite them into the bath with a drink. It's a good
way to relax.
'Of course, young people have a whole different attitude today. When
I was 17 we were completely wild in that respect. You went to parties and
people were snogging in wardrobes and things like that. Now people are
very tame and adult. They're much more nervous about giving up something
of themselves, and I'm sure it has a lot to do with AIDS. There's a new
morality and we've all been stopped in our tracks because of it,' Tara
says.
She puts much of her lack of inhibition down to her mother, photographer
Sarah Fitzgerald. Indeed, while Tara searches for another apartment, she
has returned to stay at the family home in south London, where her mother
lives with Tara's stepfather, actor Norman Rodway.
'I'm very close to my mother because, for a while, we had only each
other. My father died when I was 11, and we didn't have much money.'
Their lifestyle was eccentric, but happy: Tara's mother waitressed
for a living and, to her more materialistic daughter's embarrassment, drove
a succession of small, rusty cars.
'When you come from that kind of background, it does strengthen you,'
says Tara.
'And I've always had to be practical, although I did have my wild days
at my comprehensive school in south London. I wanted to do drama, but the
teachers wouldn't let me, so I left.
'I was a waitress for ages, then I went travelling around Europe with
a girlfriend. When I became 18, I felt it was time to go to drama school,'
says Tara, whose great-aunt is the actress Geraldine Fitzgerald, who appeared
with Laurence Olivier in the 1939 film version of Wuthering Heights.
'Just as I was about to leave drama school, I was offered Hear My
Song. An agent, Caroline Dawson, came to see me in a production at
the Drama Centre, and she has represented me ever since.'
Tara has enjoyed some of the luckiest breaks in showbusiness since that
time. After Anglo-Saxon Attitudes came a part in the BBC's superbly-made
film of Pirandello's Six Characters In Search Of An Author, which
will be shown soon.
And there is talk of more films - perhaps even one for Hollywood - when
she completes her run in Our Song next year.
'When we were doing Hear My Song, the director wanted a hint
of Audrey Hepburn about me,' says Tara. 'My hair was pinned up and, for
a moment, I felt like Audrey in Breakfast atTiffany's. It was the
history and the glamour that rubbed off on me and I liked it.
'I know Hollywood is artificial. I've been there, but the glamour is
seductive and I yearn for it to return to how it once was. Even actresses
from south London are allowed to dream.'