One of the finest British actresses of the decade finally breaks
through, co-starring with Ewan McGregor in Brassed Off and heading
the BBC flagship autumn show The Tenant of Widfell Hall. TIM FENNELL
finds that TARA FITZGERALD would rather talk about football and beer than
theatre.
'I like that thing where you become completely uninhibited,' announces
Tara Fitzgerald, slouching back into the folds of a comfy couch, drink
in one hand, Marlboro Light in the other.
Not long ago, Tara earned herself a reputation as an actress who wasn't
shy about showing her bits. She glided sweetly into the acting world with
a series of, to use her own words, 'keks-off' parts, namely in The Camomile
Lawn, Anglo-Saxon Attitudes, and Sirens, the film she
did with Hugh Grant. That was a couple of years back, but it's something
she usually brings up early in interviews, just to get that bit out of
the way. But, here in the lounge room of a private West End drinking club,
she's not talking about acting. No, we're more in the realms of Stamford
Bridge than Stanislavki: for Tara is rhapsodising about her recently-developed
passion - football.
'One of the first games I went to was at night. The atmosphere was
incredible. It took my breath away,' she enthuses of the unrestrained passions
of the terraces.
Tara was introduced to the game by her live-in boyfriend Dorian Healy
- Captain Voce in Soldier Soldier - who is something of a fanatic.
'I think you can go one of two ways with football. You can either go, "That's
a part of his life I never want to be involved with," or you can just get
up to date with it.' They live in gobbing distance from Dorian's beloved
Chelsea, so there's no excuse for not going to watch. 'I don't get dragged
- I go willingly,' insists Tara, whose allegiances lie much further north.
'I'm afraid I'm a bit of a Cockney Red,' she says, admitting her fascination
with Manchester United and a certain big-nosed Frenchman. 'I love Eric
Cantona. He's a bit of a dreamboat.'
Well, he's French isn't he. 'Yes, true, but I like him much more than
Ginola.'
So what is it about Eric? His delicate first touch? His goal-scoring
prowess?
'No,' comes the reply. 'Eric is more romantic.' Always a useful attribute
to have if you're 2-1 down against Newcastle with five minutes to go. But
to be fair, Tara does appreciate the finer details of footy. 'I even understand
about offside,' she smiles through a cloud of cigarette smoke. 'I remember
watching games on telly with blokes and realised I kept asking questions
at inopportune moments. There's nothing more maddening.'
Very annoying. But it is encouraging - not to mention rather sexy -
that previously uninterested women are suddenly volunteering lengthy critiques
of England's fluent midfield performances.
'I like the new woman thing of having a lager and watching football,'
she admits, having done just that with a few friends throughout Euro 96.
'It's very exciting. It's good to let off steam.'
So, has she ever sworn at a referee? 'Yes,' she laughs. 'How does it
go?..." She sings quietly into the hushed surroundings of The Soho House:
'The referee's a wanker...' Filtered through Tara's clipped, eloquent tones,
the swearing sounds almost quaint.
'I did have a sarf London accent, but I polished that up when I went
to drama school,' she admits. Tara's conversation is now peppered with
phrases like 'oneself' and 'darling.'
But let's get the half-time oranges out, take a break and hark back
to when Tara Fitzgerald was better known as Dirty Beads, a nickname she
earned during her teenage clubing era, when she'd go to places like The
Wag, Legends and Crazy Larry's, wearing big, chunky necklaces. 'I was really
into funk,' she recalls. 'I had a lumberjack shirt, all the gear, and used
to go out in a little posse. I loved all that.'
She was also to learn that being trendy wasn't without its pitfalls.
'I remember a time when I went to have a haircut at Vidal Sassoon training
school. I wanted a bob. I came out two hours later with this haircut-from-hell.
I had shaved bits. It was awful - I was devastated.'
She became restless with the scene and escaped to Europe: 'I had to
get things out of my system.' On returning she auditioned for drama school
and waitressed to cover the bank loan she'd used to pay her tuition fees.
She didn't quite reach a Pot-Noodle-level of existence, as she was living
at home with her mother, but many of her colleagues didn't have the same
luxury.
'They came from different parts of the country and were living in pretty
horrible conditions,' remebers Tara. And it wasn't the typical student
one-lecture-a-week-doss either. 'We worked really long days. We got in
at nine and finished at eight, but it was one of my best times,' she reminisces.
'We were very bohemian, very broke. We'd go to the pub and nurse our half-pints
of lager all night.'
It is a world away from her current drinking. In the last 20 minutes
she has chugged two Virgin Marys - Bloody Marys without the vodka - which
will be paid for by credit card.
'The Margarita's good here too. You're supposed to have one for each
nipple and one for yourself,' announces Tara, who is known to like a night
out on the sherbet. When she was getting into character as the prim vicar's
wife in Sirens she gave up alcohol. 'It was quite difficult for
Tara,' noted Hugh Grant at the time, 'because she likes to party.'
Her drama training - which leaned heavily towards method acting - was,
she says, like one long therapy session. 'The idea was to break an actor's
ego down and rebuild it. They did a documentary on the school a couple
of years ago and people were shocked at the emotional stripping that went
on.'
For Tara, whose father killed himself when she was 11 (though she didn't
find out it was suicide until she was 19), the experience was cathartic.
'I went through a gamut of emotions when I found out - grief, lack of comprehension,
guilt. My father had huge artistic feelings, but at the time he was living
in Essex teaching people to drive. He was leading the sort of hum-drum
life he had never wanted. Suicide was his way of taking back control of
his life. When I was on the drama course I realised how blocked I was about
his death. It helped you to find your way to the truth. That sounds a bit
wanky, but it really helped.'
She feels the internal rummaging was even more challenging for the blokes
on the course: 'I think it's harder for a man to admit he's an actor. Either
they come from a middle-class, repressed background or they are from Manchester
or somewhere and it's seen as poncey to be an actor.'
She didn't have to do much of the struggling actress bit, landing her
first film role in Hear My Song within two weeks of leaving college.
It wasn't quite as easy as it appears. Tara was the first to audition for
the role, but the director then saw another 100 actresses before deciding
on her. With her next job, the West End play, Our Song, she got
to grapple nightly with Peter O'Toole and had people like Quentin Tarantino
and Keanu Reeves coming backstage to shake her hand after the show. Hollywood's
been knocking, but not loudly enough. Currently she prefers the English
side of the business. And anyway they don't like football or people who
smoke over there. American scripts she gets sent tend to end up by her
phone as notepads.
Right now she's content to act with homegrown talent like Hugh Grant
(who she's co-starred with twice), Adrian Dunbar (who wrote Hear My
Song), Rupert Graves (her co-star in the forthcoming BBC costume drama
The Tenant of Wildfell Hall) and her good friend Ewan McGregor,
who she buddied up with while filming Brassed Off. 'With Ewan it's
more mates than passion,' she confides.
Tara is McGregor's love interest in the film - the story of a group
of miners threatened with redundancy who play a colliery band. For research
she bought a stack of brass band CD's. 'The assistant looked at me strangely
and said: "Whatever turns you on." The thing was, I got into the music.
These miners are tough but once they start playing their instruments they
become different creatures. It's very moving.'
Sitting here listening to Tara speak is like hearing the breathy tones
of a wind instrument. Her voice has a rasping, almost baritone quality
(what Demi Moore's grown up daughter would've sounded like if she'd married
Barry White). It's very relaxed. Another interview is going on quietly
in the far corner of the club. Very cosy; a million miles from the terraces
of Chelsea and Manchester United. Tara could invite Eric Cantona here.
He'd like it. He could relax, be a bit esoteric or romantic, maybe even
drop-kick a waitress.
But Tara's happy with Dorian. 'I feel very protected,' she says, as
her car arrives. She has to get back to her new Cocker Spaniel. 'I'm still
toilet-training him,' she explains. 'It's good having some sort of responsibility
in my life.'